now

some sort of deja vu : i am writing a blog post instead of working on my book and i am thinking, every ounce of energy i expend on writing blog posts is an ounce of energy that's not going into my book which i am getting ever more desperate to finish. for a while now i've been trying to be disciplined and focussing on 'producing' a page a day, a page being about 300 words. when i've finished, i print the page and put it in a box with the label THE PAGES and i put it up here, replacing the previous day's page. so, if you visit this page every day you will be episodically reading my second book, a rough first draft of it at least, except the pages won't be in the right order ha ha.